I usually blog when i have something or things on my mind because it is my way of expressing things.
Recently there are things that are bothering me and i just want to type it out. My blog is where i just type long paragraphs where i cant type on twitter or facebook. So let me be.
Have you ever felt someone treating you very weirdly? One day the person is super close to you (HOT) and the next super distant (COLD)? Ever felt used?
If you havent, let me tell you that the feeling sucks. can you imagine your friend who all of a sudden starts to get super close to you and you become like very good friends. One day, your friend asks you to help with assignment and you do it because you guys are close, tight, besties. Then after doing that. Your friend starts to not talk to you. Respond to your whatsapp. Reads but dont reply. Online but not reading. Not for a day...not for a week..until next month. Okay maybe im exaggerating. haha but this example is one that many may face and i think its a relevant example.
One day, i felt that this person was so open to me. Just told me everything. I even almost offered to help that person by offering a listening ear. But the next day, that person just said that whatever he said was just one off thing. Dayumm. Dont you feel abit hurt? No? Hmm
What happens if it was someone you like alot during that period? (not now, cause i got someone in my life and i really am in love) You just would do anything. Does that person care? No. Does that person even puts priority to you? No. Did you place that person first amongst all things? You stupidly did so. You never felt so special and then suddenly this person made you feel that way and just left you be. Sometimes, i wish i could erase you from my life.
Anyways, i just wanted to rant this out so i would feel so much better.
HOLIDAYS have just started and im looking for jobs all around :/ Hopefully i come out with something i can actually earn so i can enjoy during my holidays and go shopping :)
Oh happy days~ Enjoy !! Thanks for reading if you ever bothered to. hahha leave a comment? Say hi? :)
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