I miss you

Around now is when i first met person Z (lets call this person Z from now on k?) through a friend and somehow this was around when i really thought i fell in love. I never thought that i could grow so close to someone whom i met through a friend. So weird. But we kept whatsapp-ing whenever we could in between classes when i had my break whenever Z could, Z would reply me in a speed of light as if Z was waiting for my text all along.

"Never have i felt that in a relationship i am loved more than i love you"

A few weeks passed after we went out often with our friend for mamak session and shopping. Eventually we just left our friend, lets call him A, and just went out just the both of us. Those first few dates made me the happiest boy ever as i was just happy to have you in my company and around me...we never wanted to make anything official as we didnt want to jump into a relationship too fast. But A told me that Z had feelings for me and i admitted that i liked Z but i was just so freaking shy. T____T

"Being loved in return is such an amazing feeling"

One night, Z invited me to sleepover. So i just said yes and went ahead. 2 stupid people sitting on the couch watching stupid movies alone at the house. Seriously was just bliss. Z made popcorn and soon I got sleepy and we continued watching movies on the laptop while lying on the bed HAHAHA. That was then ... I kinda popped the question.. and like asked a question expecting an answer. (stupid me) but however, Z didnt give me an answer and just told me "dont be stupid, go to sleep" and i was just left half-hanging.

"You were the one that made me believe that relationships can actually work"

Next morning...i woke up and guess what i see right in front of me. Z's face. "Morning dear" was the first thing Z said to me that morning. "I guess you know my answer now". That moment i was just so happy and i dont know why...but Z broke that sweet moment by saying "K, i gotta go study now" HAHAHAH! How potong can you get!!! But oh well..thats basically started our relationship like that i guess.

"Maybe one day you will forget me and we would never see each other again"

Now...we are like strangers. We dont even talk anymore. You are in some God-knows where place. And im still keeping that ring that you gave to me. Haih. Its one of those relationships where it was a good breakup then 1 side just had to make it bad. OH WELL. I had good memories. And i actually feel better after typing all of this. PRAISE THE LORD! No waterfall sesh tonight! :) Just pondering on how sweet we were :)

Btw, the ".." in between were the words i remember what Z said to me.