Happiness

There is a time when we can say that we are really happy. That is the goal of humanity i feel.. to find true happiness. When in life, we sometimes find that happiness and we lose it. But that feeling.. that feeling when you found that source of happiness and you finally have that feeling you are keeping it to yourself for a long long time. I cannot explain it. But it is a good and happy feeling. :)

Now i shall blog about my day, so today went for tutorial and surprisingly today's class ended quite fast and my group decided to self proclaim class cancelled and went to eat BALALA leaf rice. hahaha cause our group is called balala, it is only suited to eat banana leaf rice :p

This place is called Nirvana if im not mistaken. DAMN GOOD. should order Teh Ais. The teh ais here is damn nice compared to the others. ask them to tambah the fried bittergourd too :) Damn bloated till almost dinner didnt eat >< the chicken also is good ;)

hehhe while i was driving. I wore my pikachu shirt today! I felt so cute hehehe.

Okay bye guys! till next update :)

We found love

Its the 25 of September. 1 month of being 19 already. And i swear it havent been easy. Assignments piling up. Emotions overload. My mind is a mess.

No matter...as long as im not alone in this fight :) Its always nice to know that there is someone there with you that face the same kind of problem. Life goes on but its always nice to walk that long road with someone else..hand in hand..together facing the world.

I really have a bad week and my room is homg messy until i dont wanna see it anymore T_T i dont see the floor anymore hahahha

but.

I can still find time to camwhore hahahaha.

Today i just sat for my exam on Professional Development 1 (PD1) on cultural dilemma! I swear it was the hardest paper ever. Teacher already said that its gonna be tough and i agreed with her.

AND TO MAKE IT CLEAR.. My specialisation is gonna be Marketing alone. no double major with International Trade. :) So any seniors willing to advice me? hahahah

Why i chose this specialisation instead of accounting? I have decided my future career and searched up the job scope on jobstreet and i found that the knowledge i gain from accounting wont get me there..or a degree in accounting is not a requirement. Rather, the subjects i would take in a marketing specialisation would lead me to it. Plus my mom is a marketing major and took a professional paper in marketing ...so its in my blood gua. HAHAH. my dad is a sales manager too. Lecturer today already talked about strength and interest. My strength is in marketing and accounting. But interest in marketing. I wont let accounting go just like that. i still will take managerial accounting as my electives. :) I do admit that i have a niche for accounting :)

Oh! My club, Sunway Cheer Club is finally formed and we just had our first practice on Saturday. The first batch of official Sunway cheerleaders! If you are in Sunway / Monash, do join us Saturday 12-2pm or message me on fb / insta for more info ;)

A few pictures of me wearing my HELP SASA 2012 shirt in Sunway hahahah! I got alot of stares and zha-ed by my friends hahah! I still love HELP :) and i miss my friends from there :(

 Okay i gotta go do my marketing assignment as well as tutorial homework for tomorrow! :) Remember if you want to change your major. Do not be rash. Search for more info. present your argument to your mom with details and raw facts. :) Be rational...if you choose a major simply because of interest..you will find it harder in a long run.

And this was a picture i found of me and JunKang. hahah! Sleeping everywhere i go~

Stressed & VU NIGHT 2013

You know that feeling when people around you are just so smart and talented :/ yeah feeling that now. My friends around me are so smart, pretty , handsome, talented, able to multitask, can present well... sigh oh sigh why cant i be like them.. Self esteem level negative thousand D:

I guess thats supposed to be good influence to me but then.. haih. i feel so stress.

Now, i just opened back my old blog when i was with person.. lets call this person X. Person X accepted to be in a relationship with me on my birthday by the way. Hahah that was a happy year :) Good memories with this person too. BUT ANYWAYS. I was reading about past stuff and reminded me how happy i was but now that i have started tiertary studies and moving to harder stuff.. i am finding it harder to cope.. Why? I am not learning to adapt. That is my problem that i have analysed .. (after doing KT decisional / situational analysis / dunker diagram AHHAHAHHA only VU students understand this) and i havent been doing so well in my studies is that ... others improved while i stayed stagnant. I guess my life is pretty sucky.

Final words is.. I am dumb. Scholarship last time was also because of sports. I wish there was a sport scholarship in Sunway for me .. but oh well... cheerleading is not a sport and i dont think im talented in any other sports.

Lets look at a brighter side... 29th Sept, my cousin Andy is getting married! :D 1st one of the ABCD cousins to get married. P.S. My cousins names are Andy, Benny, Cindy and Darren. hahaha! i think i was supposed to be Danny. but my grandma didnt like Danny and preferred Darren and after that it ended the ABCD cousins. no E cause the next cousin was Terence. T. SPOILER!! hahaha! Im helping them with ushering. My uncle gave me the reason that i was good looking so the guests would feel nicer for me to bring them in. That made my day! hahah! I wish to settle down soon and not have another ex. I am just so tired of love la. omg im gonna live in a nunnery and live there forever. Anyone wanna join? lol.

Anyways im procrastinating instead of doing my Accounts report and PD report and Marketing report and blogging because i just cannot handle the stress anymore and i need to move my fingers to put my ideas into a post if not i would explode. Sorry!!

Moving on, last friday, was my somewhat prom for degree. Victoria University (VU) Night 2013. Held every 3 semester if anyone wanna know. So the next one would be in 2015. I was the emcee for the night and... i swear it was the most nervous thing ever as it was such a formal event and i was afraid if i said something wrong, the VVIPs would critise me and KILL me omg.

here are a few pictures of the night that was in my camera roll :) any more of handsome me and your Victoria University friends, you can visit VU@Sunway facebook page, you can just type that in and look for all the photos taken by the oh-so-awesome Arthurography! Damn awesome guy i swear, can teach me how to pose! AHHAHAH and taught my friends and i to pose for pictures. He has awesome photos too! You can check out his page ;) The night itself was an amazing experience and was a wonderful time spent with good people. Seeing everybody's smiling faces during that night made me smile after all the long hours of rehearsing and planning by Victoria University Business Club (VUBC) which is the committee behind this event !! Thank you again to all the sponsor whom without wont have so many lucky draws and so many prizes to be given away! :)

Today was the release of ios7!! So above is my friend, Shermaine's phone.. and below is my SAMSUNG TAB !!

HAHAHAH An awesome theme that makes my android looks like ios7 :p cheapskate yes i know. i agree hahahah cheap way to make my phone look more cooler ~ FREE mah! :P Powers of android :)

There ends my post for today! :) Back to assignments! Bye ya'll~

Fucking bad week

Not meaning to cuss but it has really been a bad week. I have gotten headaches and fevers ever so often i think i can faint anytime. I just had my 2nd gastric attack this week since Sunday. Not that im on a diet ...is ... i forgot to eat. I am so skinny now that i can fit into my old Form 3/4 clothes and still looks baggy on me. I shrunk hahaha. I weigh 57kg now. *sigh* what is life? D: No money shop, no money eat, no money pump petrol omg. Starting this month i feel damn broke edi. I have to pay this pay that last month :/ haih. Save save money T_T anyways... seems like its unhealthy for me to be so skinny. idk. LOL seems like because i dont eat enough i get ill more easily. Dammit. Prom is coming up and i have lost my voice! Fuck my life -_- i am the emcee of the night also! DIE DIE. WORSE WEEK EVER! But anyways prom prep has been fun somewhat? hahah look at the props prepared for the photobooth during that night!

All the crazy VUBC members! We will be there on the night serving yall VU students that are going to VU Night 2013! So please, support us ya! Dont boo T___T and and and we worked hard for this event. So come early around 5pm to register and play games before prom ! heh :)

THANK YOU. KTHXBAI